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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Bad Girls Get Spanked!

Another day, another adventure. Of course, my little adventures are nothing like the amazing things I've been reading in other blogs. In fact, I can't imagine anyone being that interested in my boring little sex life. It is, however, starting to get pretty interesting for me. For someone that thought she'd never be interested in sex, it's suddenly the one think I think about all the time. D asked me last night where I've been all his life. I guess I've been hiding behind my insecurities and inhibitions. How thrilling and amazing it is to be so honest and open for once in my life.

Last night, I came out of the closet, so to speak, and told D about some of the nasty thoughts swirling around in my head. I'm not sure he quite understands what is happening to me (I don't even understand it). I couldn't come out and actually tell him about everything I've been reading...it is a little overwhelming. I know it excites him and he loves the new compliant me. What man doesn't love his cocked sucked while driving home on a dark country road? I could feel him getting even harder (was that possible?) when he shoved my head down even further when a car drove by. I know he could feel my shiver of excitement...especially when he started playfully spanking my ass. And when we got home and he took his pleasure from every hole he wanted to, I know he felt deep satisfaction. For so long I resisted letting him fuck me in the ass unless I was drunk. Now, I want to feel him anywhere and everywhere he wants me. But, I'm not quite sure he really understands how much I love him and how badly I want to please him...how badly I need to have him hold my arms above my head and fuck me. I'm getting wet just thinking about it.

Like I said, I'm not quite sure what I want out of this whole exploration of the dark side...I just know it's opened something very sensual and wild inside of me. I know that I could never go all the way like some of the blogs I read...but I'm not sure yet what I am capable of.

Last night D told me I should write thank you notes to the women whose blogs I read that started me on this path. So I think I will.

Stay tuned...


posted by Gabby Hey at 2:08 PM 2 comments links to this post

2 Comments:

Blogger Kaylem said...

I think it's so great you told D about your thoughts - that's a very, very important thought. I don't really think submission is compatible with keeping secrets, since a slave should really be an open book for her Master, and let him lead the way for her (in an ideal world, of course). Anyway, it's a good sign that your sweetie didn't run screaming in the opposite direction when you told him about your kink, so hopefully there's lots more fun to cum. ;)

7:36 AM  
Blogger Gabby Hey said...

Thanks, kaylem. No, he hasn't run yet. I think he's more intrigued than frightened by the changes in me. We just starting on this path, so I'm not really sure what he thinks yet...but he seems to like the changes so far.

3:11 PM  

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