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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Pieces of Me...or the Story of G, Part 1

Why is it that as soon as I get my sex drive back we can't seem to find the time to actually do anything about it? I'm feeling very deprived and slightly irritable today. The downpour out my window doesn't help, either.

Anyway, for lack of anything exciting to write and a lack of desire to focus on my growing work pile, I started thinking (ah, there she goes again) about - what else - passion and this strange little journey I'm on. Truth be told, my current state of mind actually permeates my entire life, and isn't just confined to my sexual self. The last couple of years brought to a head the very superficial and contrived life I'd been living. After years of trying to keep up with the Jones' and running at a frantic pace full of buy, buy, buy and work, work, work, I came close to losing it all: my mind, my soul, my home, my health, and my family. I began to drown my sorrows with mass amounts of alcohol and ended up in a treatment center. My time in rehab gave me the opportunity to slow down and be honest with myself about who I was and who I want to be. This renewed relationship with my husband and my sexual exploration is a direct result of that. But it also has affected every part of my life - spiritual, intellectual, physical. It's really helping me become a better mother, wife, worker, person. So here I am now...the new, improved healing me. I'll bet it surprised the hell out of D when I stopped drinking and then starting doing strange things like getting piercings and actually enjoying sex! Ah, life is good again.

This what I'm listening to now:

This is what I'm reading (yes, all at the same time - call me manic...):
Love and ((((hugs))))...G


posted by Gabby Hey at 9:43 AM 5 comments

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am very glad that your life is good again. you sound happy. I'll bet your husband and children are pleased as punch to have the "new" you. you ought to be very proud of turning yourself around. that takes incredible strength and character.

5:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

fyi: I got a copy of "the loving dominant" from half-price books today. I hope it doesn't totally suck.

12:42 PM  
Blogger Gabby Hey said...

~erica, thank you so much for your kind words! They are happier and so am I...so much freer to be myself (whoever that is).

The book has all kinds of good stuff in it...it's just more geared to the "scene" and not couples. I think you'll like it!

2:06 PM  
Blogger Malcolm said...

So nice to read this, turning yourself around like that. If only lots more people would want to do that ...

9:47 PM  
Blogger Gabby Hey said...

Thanks, Malcolm. I didn't do it alone. I have a lot of support from my husband and family. I think a lot of people want to change their lives, but they just don't know how.

8:18 AM  

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