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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
When the Whip Comes Down...

I've spent a lifetime trying to bury my true sexual self and trying to be someone that I think I'm supposed to be. The serenity and freedom associated with allowing myself to be who I really am (mother, lover, slut, submissive, strong, spiritual, intelligent, compliant, loving, affectionate, dominated) is almost overwhelming. I have so many questions and so many things to learn, but I'm trying to be patient. Surrending to the process, instead of trying to control and accelerate it, has made the whole journey so much more enjoyable. And things are progessing just as they should.

Just when I start to feel frustrated with my newfound sexual freedom (read: horniness) and think that my Darling D might not really understand what I need from him in terms of domination or discipline, he proves me wrong. He's been very eager to adopt new rituals and toys (remind me to tell you about the vibrating, waterproof butt plug) and has even playfully applied a little strength to his demands and directions. He's obviously testing the waters for my limits and preferences. And I'm trying to give feedback appropriately and trying to keep the lines of communication open (I have a really hard time talking about sex, but I'm getting better at it). And tonight I've been promised...uh, I mean threatened, that the whip finally makes its debut tonight.

The mere thought of it makes me nervous and frightened and excited all at the same time. He's used it in the past very lightly and playfully, but I think he means business tonight. :-)

posted by Gabby Hey at 1:04 PM 8 comments


Blogger *J* said...

Vibrating, water-proof butt plug?

Woo-hoo! Do tell!

2:40 PM  
Blogger Kaylem said...

Oooooh, how exciting for you! :)

4:23 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

it sounds like he's really enjoying experiementing with his new toy... you, that is. I'm super glad for you.
except for that whole "vibrating, water-proof butt plug" business. that scares the bejeezus outta me!

6:45 PM  
Blogger O said...

i also want to hear more about this butt plug...and how the whip session goes...
and i like that comment calling you his new toy--that's so sweet!

8:03 PM  
Blogger Malcolm said...

slurp-slurp for telling us about the good thrashing you're going to get with the whip!

4:42 AM  
Blogger Gabby Hey said...

Thrashing rescheduled due to real life interfering. Well, kind of. I fell asleep with the little sweetpea and my dear D decided to let me save my energy for tonight. Is that good or bad?

Ah, the evil vibrating butt plug (I have no idea why it's waterproof, but D seemed to think that was interesting)...torturous and glorious at the same time. I'll post about my first experience with it later today!

Yes, he is enjoying his new toy...and I'm delighting in being his new toy. :-)

8:06 AM  
Blogger W. S. Cross said...

Lovely retro avatar. And thanks for the link, I've added you to mine. "Beyond You & Me" is all about finding what you REALLY want from relationships and marriage.

8:14 AM  
Blogger Gabby Hey said...

Thanks, W.S. I love your writing - articulate, insightful, and clever. I'm trying to find more time and really dig into it. Thanks for visiting my humble little blog!

10:40 AM  

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